aislinnerin's Reviews (104)


Love is brighter than gold, but it is heavier

I LOVE AN UNRELIABLE NARRATOR.
I didn't expect to get into this book as quickly as I did. I saw a booktuber talk about it and the next day saw it in my local charity shop for £2 so it felt like fate. I started reading it before bed just to see what it was like and before i knew it I was 100 pages in. 

"How easy it is to exist so small" 

I did not expect the twist at all which is so refreshing. Some parts were a bit confusing but in the end those confusing parts made so much more sense. 
Excited to read The Appeal now.

Suzanne...I am SO sorry for reposting that Tom Blythe edit 😭

"You are on a high horse mister. And someday someone will knock you off it straight into your grave." 

I actually dont know what to say, I am an emotional wreck. My mind is spiralling as if I've been licking toads. 
All of the parallels between Katniss and Haymich and the Covey and Snow connections ...I am destroyed.
 I knew the second that Mags showed up that I was in for an emotional rollercoaster but I simply was not prepared.

"Its okay to cry around Mags" 

I think those last two pages of epilogue might be my favourite part of the whole hunger games series.

"Tough and smart, her hair in two braids then, reminding me for all the world of Louella McCoy, my sweetheart of old. And after she volunteered for the games, that nickname couldn't help but slip out. I didnt want to let them in, her and Peeta, but the walls of a person's heart are not impregnable, not if they have ever known love." 


I have whiplash, so much just happened.

A light rain, mixed with sleet, is falling beyond the window, but I have not drawn the curtains, for my view of the lantern-lit campus is charming in the winter night’s gloom.

The descriptions of scenery within this book are beautifullll.

He held me until I was still, gently combing through my hair, and I leaned my forehead against the curve of his neck. I could smell the wildflowers in his hair.

Wendell and Emily are as always the most amazing couple to ever exist. I loveeee clear communication. I also love that Wendell is basically just obsessed with Emily and spends his days doing everything he can to make her happy. 

“You do not wish to know how I came by this information?”
“Yes, but only because you clearly wish to tell me,” he said, smiling.

Their back and forth is so cute and playful as always but I feel like in this book you get to see their dynamic perfectly. She is an independent free spirit who needs her own time to study and work things out. He ultimately is a needy bitch who is obsessed with her lmao but understands her perfectly and gives her the space she needs even if he does resort to playful guilt tripping occasionally. (Drama queen) 

"Anyway, Em, I am sure you are happily ensconced in your native habitat, that dreary monument to mortal rumination that is the library, no doubt thinking of me hardly at all."

He is so real for this^

"And so, Em, when I say that I am wretchedly ill at ease without your company, that I feel as if I am missing a limb, that I cannot be content even amidst the wonder of my realm, you will understand the depth of my feelings."

My guy is a SIMP

Now...POE. ;_; Every time he appears in this series I want to cry because he is the sweetest. He was in this book for all of 3 pages and it was enough to leave an impression. Best boy. 

"Mother says I should not wish for things that may never come to pass, but be content with what I have today. She can spear a seal with one thumb, which would be useful, wouldn’t it?”

The Winter king is SO funny. Yes Wendell is the love of my life and no fae king can compare and i am loyal to him blah blah. But this is comedy gold. 

“She was a great beauty, with a singing voice that could charm the aurora. When an illness took her, it drove him mad, and he swore he would never marry another but her own flesh and blood.”
“Ah,” the king said. “She had no other siblings?”
I gritted my teeth “No”.

Ultimately I ended up enjoying this way more than I thought I would at first. I found this to have the slowest start out of all three and 150 pages in I was starting to worry that we weren't getting anywhere but actually, once it picked up there was so much going on. I loved the return of old characters and thought the ending rounded everything off perfectly.
I am also, as always, in love with Wendell ♡

Ai Yazawa has a gift for writing complex characters who take you on an emotional rollercoaster and then end with a strong hit of nostalgic melancholy. 

The real love story of this book is between George and Isabella and I'll die on that hill. They perfectly encapsulate platonic admiration and acceptance of each other and I love their connection so much. 

The rest of the relationships are just MESSY. George and Yukari are toxic as hell but also...i get it. Very glad she ends with the healthier choice but also its bittersweet because that passion she had with George is intoxicating.


Arashi can just fucking choke honestly. He is a transphobic abuser with a terrible personality. I hate that Miwako ends up with her abuser but I suppose, similar to Hachi in Nana, this adds to the realism of Yazawa's writing.


As usual the fashion and art style of this is beautiful and I need every single outfit like now. 

" I don't like to hold his gaze for long; not because I find it intimidating, but because a part of me worries that if I do, I will never wish to look away" 

Squealing over Emily and Wendell for the majority of this book. I love how their relationship was set up and has naturally progressed. Their bond is so deep rooted and its so refreshing after reading so many shallow romance novels. 

"Em, I must confess- I am in awe of you. I believe I am also a little frightened" 

I love how he helps her understand her emotions and she helps him stay humble and connect to his humanity. He flat out tells her to "never be afraid to tell me" if he says something out of pocket and needs putting in check lol. She is his "dear dragon" ㅜㅜ 

Also once again weeping over the wholesomeness of Poe. He is and always will be my favourite character. Just the thought of him makes my heart want to explode. ♡ 

I also loved seeing more of Emily's firey, no bullshit, energy in this book mainly towards Rose and the Queen. 

Overall loved this book just as I loved the first one. The plot starts a little slow but picks up very quickly once you get into it. 
adventurous dark sad tense fast-paced

"Nothing you can take from me was ever worth keeping"

Yet again, I am in awe of Suzanne Collins. 
The world building, the complexity of the characters, the social commentary, the symbolism...everything 

Its been a long time since I read a book that I just couldn't put down and I got through this so quickly. Just what I need to get out of a reading slump. 
reflective medium-paced

"if you were pushed off a cliff, you’d grab hold of anything resembling safety"
Everything in her life is out of control and overwhelming so to avoid addressing it she fixates on a complex middle aged woman...we've all been there
lighthearted fast-paced

😬😬
I'm so dissapointed because I loved the first two volumes but this one felt like a completely different franchise. The story was super confusing and chaotic, I have no idea what just happened. Also the punk aspect just wasn't really there and all the changes in art style were kind of confusing too. 
dark reflective sad fast-paced

"Was insanity just a matter of dropping the act?"

Is it so insane to want to know what happened while you were unconcious? How much of your time was taken? I was screaming "JUST TELL HER HOW LONG IT TOOK!". A perfectly sane request to me.

adventurous mysterious slow-paced
Loveable characters: Yes

"The aurora danced above us both nights, green and blue and white undulating together, a cold ocean up there in the sky, and even that he barely glanced at."

This book made me feel like I was right there with Emily throughout her field work, discovering fae and listening to her pretend she has no emotions. 
 
"You are not so terrible, Em. You merely need friends who are dragons like you."

Emily is soooooo autistic like SOOO autistic and I love her for it. In the beginning she is super stoic and focused on her studies. But as the book progresses she discovers friends and found family and starts to understand her feelings better. 

"He’s prettier when he’s asleep, eh? You don’t notice that big mouth of his."

WENDELL. My god he is sexy. I love how clear he is with Emily about how much he loves her while still being super chill about it and their constant back and forth is UGHHHH. So witty and charismatic from both of them. 

"I half listened in astonishment. I say half, because I was mostly just watching you, observing the way your mind clicks and whirrs like some fantastical clock"

Their relationship is soooooo. She understands him and he understands her and they are so different but so well matched and he loves her mind.. ;; 
I love them. 

"I have grown rather used to pining, so it won’t put me out to keep at it, I suppose.”

LIKE?! ^^ 
Bring back pining please.

""I will depart these shores before the winter is out,” I said. “Wouldn’t it be best for you to find a fjolskylda among the Ljoslanders?”

“It doesn’t matter where you are,” he said simply."

Now I'm gonna cry because POE?! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. Little fae who bakes her fresh bread every day and trusts her like family even though he is a frightened little brownie. I think Poe is my favourite character actually. ♡ 

I loved this book so much. The atmosphere and scene setting was perfectly executed and I loved the slow building of relationships between characters.