i am broken and just cried for the past 20 minutes finishing this book.

from when i started reading throne of glass, Dorian was my absolute favourite character. each book it made me love him more as a character. and with this ending, having his fathers name be Dorian, I AM SHAKEN UP AND DID NOT SEE IT COMING. AT ALL. IM STILL SHOOK.

this book was an emotional rollercoaster and i read it mainly in public at my university or on the way there so it was hard to keep my emotions in check. especially today.

this book series will always have a special place in my heart. thank you sarah j maas, you are a part of the reason why my parents still have me alive. these books gave me something to look forward to, to be able to know what happens. it kept me alive. i will be eternally grateful for that.