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olivialandryxo
Julian Winters is one of my favorite YA contemporary authors and, dare I say, one of the best out there. He brings so much to the table—three-dimensional characters, truly realistic portrayals of modern teens, heartwarming romances, relevant discussions and much-needed diversity. All of those elements are present in How to Be Remy Cameron, and I really liked the whole book. It was the perfect balance of fun and emotional, and there was even a bit of a mystery sprinkled in. I’d definitely recommend it. ❤️
CW: racism, homophobia, brief scene involving sexual harassment & racial fetishism
CW: racism, homophobia, brief scene involving sexual harassment & racial fetishism
emotional
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
A mix
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
No
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
[fifth read, November 2022]
Robin Hood was right. Things did spiral out of control. I hate it here. 🥲🥲🥲
And in the words of jacksepticeye: I WILL DROPKICK A CHILD.
Make of that what you will. I’m off to read the next book and suffer more. Yay. 🥲
[fourth read, November 2021]
I think it only took me like… four hours? to read this, which I’m pretty sure is a personal record. Insomnia is a blessing and a curse.
It doesn’t matter how many times I read this book; I’m positive I’ll never get over it. I’ll never get over how adorable and passionate and perfect Sydney and Adrian are, or how much I love them and the Amberwood crew, or how absolutely devastating the ending is. Also, I’ll always hate Zoe and Jared with everything in me.
Honestly, being a fan of the VA universe is so weird. Sometimes it makes me so happy, I feel like I’m going to combust, and others it makes me wonder if I even have a soul because it’s been crushed more with every reread. Dramatic? Possibly. True? Absolutely.
*waiting impatiently for my sibling to be ready to continue our buddy read* *remembers they’re only on chapter three* *slowly dies inside* :)) (/j)
[third read, June 2020]
I’m sitting in my favorite chair, straight-faced* because my sister is next to me, unsure if I want to throw this book at the wall and scream or hug it to my chest and cry. I’m only being a little dramatic here. I love Sydney and Adrian so much and I hate this ending just as much.
I’ve also learned something from this book—if Richelle Mead gives us a scene that’s adorable or wholesome or sexy, it cannot be trusted.** Shadow Kiss gave us one (1) Romitri scene, immediately followed by the most painful twist in the series. The Fiery Heart gave us multiple Sydrian scenes, only to end with the most painful twist in this series. Vampire Academy fans are really out here suffering.
*And that’s the only part of me that’s straight
**Unless it’s the last ~30 pages of the series finale
[second read, October 2019]
I read the first 174 pages of The Fiery Heart yesterday, and sped through the remaining 246 in about five hours today. I haven’t read a book so quickly since Vampire Academy on the first day of Reading Rush back in July, and before that...I‘m not sure. It reminded me of what life was like before my reading slump and subsequent obsession with The Sims, and it was glorious.
My original review feels vague and inadequate, but it’s true nonetheless. I’m immeasurably, irreparably obsessed with all of these characters, with their friendships and romances, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
[first read, February 2017]
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This book…
The feels…
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Okay, I'm not going to write anything coherent. I just can't. The characters were amazing, the story was gripping, and the ending was absolutely soul-crushing. Also, the romance is FULL OF FEELS. Everything about this book is FULL OF FEELS. That is all. I'm going to wander aimlessly and also read #5 immediately. *all the heart eyes* *all the broken hearts*
Robin Hood was right. Things did spiral out of control. I hate it here. 🥲🥲🥲
And in the words of jacksepticeye: I WILL DROPKICK A CHILD.
Make of that what you will. I’m off to read the next book and suffer more. Yay. 🥲
[fourth read, November 2021]
I think it only took me like… four hours? to read this, which I’m pretty sure is a personal record. Insomnia is a blessing and a curse.
It doesn’t matter how many times I read this book; I’m positive I’ll never get over it. I’ll never get over how adorable and passionate and perfect Sydney and Adrian are, or how much I love them and the Amberwood crew, or how absolutely devastating the ending is. Also, I’ll always hate Zoe and Jared with everything in me.
Honestly, being a fan of the VA universe is so weird. Sometimes it makes me so happy, I feel like I’m going to combust, and others it makes me wonder if I even have a soul because it’s been crushed more with every reread. Dramatic? Possibly. True? Absolutely.
*waiting impatiently for my sibling to be ready to continue our buddy read* *remembers they’re only on chapter three* *slowly dies inside* :)) (/j)
[third read, June 2020]
I’m sitting in my favorite chair, straight-faced* because my sister is next to me, unsure if I want to throw this book at the wall and scream or hug it to my chest and cry. I’m only being a little dramatic here. I love Sydney and Adrian so much and I hate this ending just as much.
I’ve also learned something from this book—if Richelle Mead gives us a scene that’s adorable or wholesome or sexy, it cannot be trusted.** Shadow Kiss gave us one (1) Romitri scene, immediately followed by the most painful twist in the series. The Fiery Heart gave us multiple Sydrian scenes, only to end with the most painful twist in this series. Vampire Academy fans are really out here suffering.
*And that’s the only part of me that’s straight
**Unless it’s the last ~30 pages of the series finale
[second read, October 2019]
I read the first 174 pages of The Fiery Heart yesterday, and sped through the remaining 246 in about five hours today. I haven’t read a book so quickly since Vampire Academy on the first day of Reading Rush back in July, and before that...I‘m not sure. It reminded me of what life was like before my reading slump and subsequent obsession with The Sims, and it was glorious.
My original review feels vague and inadequate, but it’s true nonetheless. I’m immeasurably, irreparably obsessed with all of these characters, with their friendships and romances, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
[first read, February 2017]
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This book…
The feels…
…
Okay, I'm not going to write anything coherent. I just can't. The characters were amazing, the story was gripping, and the ending was absolutely soul-crushing. Also, the romance is FULL OF FEELS. Everything about this book is FULL OF FEELS. That is all. I'm going to wander aimlessly and also read #5 immediately. *all the heart eyes* *all the broken hearts*
Content Warnings
Graphic: Alcoholism, Mental illness
Moderate: Sexual content, Violence
Both things tagged graphic are in regards to one of the protagonists; the latter specifically refers to his bipolar disorder, which is diagnosed shortly before the halfway point. There are a handful of mild, consensual sex scenes in the second half of the book.
3.5 stars
Rick is a quick, sweet, and relevant book; however, I didn’t enjoy it as much as George. There was something missing, though I can’t quite pinpoint what.
I liked Rick. I loved the Rainbow Spectrum, a Pride club at Rick’s middle school. My favorite parts of the story were Rick hanging out with Grandpa Ray, seeing Melissa and Kelly again, and Rick calling Jeff out. Three very different yet equally good things.
One last thing I’ll say is that some of the discussions in Rainbow Spectrum felt redundant, as I already knew most of the information. Although, take that with a grain of salt, as I’m definitely older than the book’s intended audience. I’ve also been out and learning for years now, with numerous resources available to me. For elementary and middle school students and anyone unaware of the community, this would be a win-win—valuable information in a wholesome story.
Alex Gino’s books have been hit-or-miss for me personally, but I’d recommend both Rick and George. :)
CW: homophobia
Rick is a quick, sweet, and relevant book; however, I didn’t enjoy it as much as George. There was something missing, though I can’t quite pinpoint what.
I liked Rick. I loved the Rainbow Spectrum, a Pride club at Rick’s middle school. My favorite parts of the story were Rick hanging out with Grandpa Ray, seeing Melissa and Kelly again, and Rick calling Jeff out. Three very different yet equally good things.
One last thing I’ll say is that some of the discussions in Rainbow Spectrum felt redundant, as I already knew most of the information. Although, take that with a grain of salt, as I’m definitely older than the book’s intended audience. I’ve also been out and learning for years now, with numerous resources available to me. For elementary and middle school students and anyone unaware of the community, this would be a win-win—valuable information in a wholesome story.
Alex Gino’s books have been hit-or-miss for me personally, but I’d recommend both Rick and George. :)
CW: homophobia
challenging
emotional
reflective
It doesn’t feel right to review a memoir as I would a fantasy novel, so instead I’ll say that All Boys Aren’t Blue was an unflinchingly honest book. I didn’t expect to like it as much as I did. Although it was hard to read at times, it’s so relevant in so many ways. I hope many people read this, as I truly believe everyone could take something away from Johnson’s words and experiences.
Additionally, I’d recommend the audiobook. Johnson narrates and, in my opinion, it makes the experience even better.
Additionally, I’d recommend the audiobook. Johnson narrates and, in my opinion, it makes the experience even better.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Death, Homophobia, Racism, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Transphobia, Grief
adventurous
dark
emotional
tense
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
A mix
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
No
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
[fifth read, November 2022]
Last year I said “stewing in Sydrian feels is just a lifestyle at this point” and that couldn’t be more true. She wanted Rome, so he gave it to her!! They are peak romance and I love that for them!! If you hear incoherent shrieks and squeals in the distance, that’s just me because THEY ARE ADORABLE!!!! 🥹🥹🥹💗💗💗
[fourth read, November 2021]
I think I set a new personal record by reading this in three and a half hours. I had to wait a week for Aly to be ready to start, and I don’t even think they have yet, but I have no self-restraint when it comes to my babies. I missed Sydney and Adrian. I adore them and this book, excruciating as it is, was exactly what I needed after a rough week. Stewing in Sydrian feels is just a lifestyle at this point. :’)
I don’t know if Richelle Mead did this on purpose or not, but the fact that in The Golden Lily Adrian said he didn’t want Sydney dating “some deadbeat” and then in this book called himself a “brooding, deadbeat Moroi” in his proposal has me EMOTIONAL. The parallels!!!
Although, to be quite honest, the whole damn book has me emotional AF. The agony of Sydney and Adrian being apart and suffering in their own ways, their heartwarming reunion, the intensity of the chase and, amid it all, the most romantic and adorable wedding scene ever written. I squeal EVERY TIME. These two WILL be the reason my heart explodes one day, if Romitri doesn’t cause it first. F E E L I N G S!!!
And now I have to wait to read the last book. Crap. Being such a fast reader and obsessed with these books is a blessing and a curse, I tell you.
[third read, June 2020]
I read this in about eight hours. The whole book is intense and the first two thirds are heartbreaking. That last third? Still intense, yes, but incredible. Adorable. Wonderful. One of my favorite moments in the whole series.
I am Sydrian trash and also just Bloodlines trash, and we aren’t even getting into VA right now. I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH IT HURTS. :’)
[second read, October 2019]
I have no words. Everything good was on the line in Silver Shadows, and each chapter seemed to bring terrifying new risks, unimaginable new consequences, and daring new schemes. I sped through the second half of the novel today in a matter of hours, and the first half only took me a couple of days due to family obligations over the weekend. I’m trash for the Vampire Academy and Bloodlines books, and when I have uninterrupted reading time... it shows. They’re so easy to read, to get invested in and thus forget about the world around you. At least in my experience.
Before I dive into the final book, I want to take a moment to shriek about Sydney and Adrian. I forgot how much they go through, and how passionate and dedicated they are, in the midst of chaos. Despite the near-constant intense moments, there’s still so much amusing banter and heartwarming love in every one of their interactions. Rereading this series has reminded me exactly why 15-year-old Liv loved them so wholly. That’s one of the only things I have in common with my younger self now.
Romance aside, the power and complexity in Sydney and Adrian as individuals is truly something to behold. Each has something monumental to overcome and, because this is a Richelle Mead book, multiple smaller issues along the way. Both have developed so much since the beginning of their story, and I just...I can’t put into words how much I love and admire them.
The numerous reappearances of my Vampire Academy favs is also a great element of these later novels, something I’m incredibly glad Mead continued to incorporate. But I’m just rambling now, so I’ll see myself out.
[first read, February 2017]
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…
What are words? Where do I even start with this book?
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I read this in a little under 19 hours, if that's any indication of how much I loved it. I read about 50 pages last night and then the rest of it today, because there was no school. Every page was absolutely amazing, and that ending has me NEEDING #6. I don't know what I'm going to do when I'm done with it, because then the VA/BL series will truly be over. I'm honestly so invested and obsessed with this series. Also, Sydney and Adrian are one of the best couples, hands down. SO MANY FEELS. *infinite heart eyes*
Last year I said “stewing in Sydrian feels is just a lifestyle at this point” and that couldn’t be more true. She wanted Rome, so he gave it to her!! They are peak romance and I love that for them!! If you hear incoherent shrieks and squeals in the distance, that’s just me because THEY ARE ADORABLE!!!! 🥹🥹🥹💗💗💗
[fourth read, November 2021]
I think I set a new personal record by reading this in three and a half hours. I had to wait a week for Aly to be ready to start, and I don’t even think they have yet, but I have no self-restraint when it comes to my babies. I missed Sydney and Adrian. I adore them and this book, excruciating as it is, was exactly what I needed after a rough week. Stewing in Sydrian feels is just a lifestyle at this point. :’)
Although, to be quite honest, the whole damn book has me emotional AF. The agony of Sydney and Adrian being apart and suffering in their own ways, their heartwarming reunion, the intensity of the chase and, amid it all, the most romantic and adorable wedding scene ever written. I squeal EVERY TIME. These two WILL be the reason my heart explodes one day, if Romitri doesn’t cause it first. F E E L I N G S!!!
And now I have to wait to read the last book. Crap. Being such a fast reader and obsessed with these books is a blessing and a curse, I tell you.
[third read, June 2020]
I read this in about eight hours. The whole book is intense and the first two thirds are heartbreaking. That last third? Still intense, yes, but incredible. Adorable. Wonderful. One of my favorite moments in the whole series.
I am Sydrian trash and also just Bloodlines trash, and we aren’t even getting into VA right now. I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH IT HURTS. :’)
[second read, October 2019]
I have no words. Everything good was on the line in Silver Shadows, and each chapter seemed to bring terrifying new risks, unimaginable new consequences, and daring new schemes. I sped through the second half of the novel today in a matter of hours, and the first half only took me a couple of days due to family obligations over the weekend. I’m trash for the Vampire Academy and Bloodlines books, and when I have uninterrupted reading time... it shows. They’re so easy to read, to get invested in and thus forget about the world around you. At least in my experience.
Before I dive into the final book, I want to take a moment to shriek about Sydney and Adrian. I forgot how much they go through, and how passionate and dedicated they are, in the midst of chaos. Despite the near-constant intense moments, there’s still so much amusing banter and heartwarming love in every one of their interactions. Rereading this series has reminded me exactly why 15-year-old Liv loved them so wholly. That’s one of the only things I have in common with my younger self now.
Romance aside, the power and complexity in Sydney and Adrian as individuals is truly something to behold. Each has something monumental to overcome and, because this is a Richelle Mead book, multiple smaller issues along the way. Both have developed so much since the beginning of their story, and I just...I can’t put into words how much I love and admire them.
The numerous reappearances of my Vampire Academy favs is also a great element of these later novels, something I’m incredibly glad Mead continued to incorporate. But I’m just rambling now, so I’ll see myself out.
[first read, February 2017]
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…
What are words? Where do I even start with this book?
…
I read this in a little under 19 hours, if that's any indication of how much I loved it. I read about 50 pages last night and then the rest of it today, because there was no school. Every page was absolutely amazing, and that ending has me NEEDING #6. I don't know what I'm going to do when I'm done with it, because then the VA/BL series will truly be over. I'm honestly so invested and obsessed with this series. Also, Sydney and Adrian are one of the best couples, hands down. SO MANY FEELS. *infinite heart eyes*
Content Warnings
Graphic: Alcoholism, Confinement, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Torture, Forced institutionalization, Grief
Minor: Drug use, Vomit
Everything tagged graphic is explicitly shown in the book. Forced institutionalization, abuse, confinement and torture are in Sydney’s chapters; alcoholism and grief are in Adrian’s. Drug use is tagged because of the drugs Sydney’s captors use against her. Vomit is tagged because said captors induce vomiting as a form of punishment.
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3.5 stars
This book is the first in a trilogy with a lot of potential—Nocturna, specifically, is a Latinx-inspired fantasy about a couple of unlikely allies coming together to fight a unique battle in a classic light vs dark scenario. The protagonists, Alfie and Finn, are polar opposites yet equally complex and intriguing characters. The magic system is interesting but still easy to understand, the world of San Cristóbal fascinating. I love the idea that magic has colors and I also love the mythology Motayne effortlessly wove into her world.
Where there’s good, there’s usually bad as well, to some extent. This is no exception. I would’ve liked to know a bit more about what’s outside of San Cristóbal, as we’re given that beautiful map on the inside cover but no information regarding any of those other countries. The pacing was uneven. And although a proper romance didn’t actually develop between Alfie and Finn, the feelings they had for each other at the end of the novel felt random.
While on the subject of the ending, I appreciate the way Motayne wrapped up the plot while still leaving the protagonists open to more adventures. I’m not super interested in the sequel, but I’m curious and do plan to give it a chance. I’d advise anyone interested in Nocturna to do the same, as it’s a fun read despite its flaws. And to those who say this book is a Shades of Magic ripoff, just stop. V.E. Schwab isn’t the only person allowed to write soft boys and tough girls.
CW: child abuse & manipulation, death, grief, blood, magical violence
This book is the first in a trilogy with a lot of potential—Nocturna, specifically, is a Latinx-inspired fantasy about a couple of unlikely allies coming together to fight a unique battle in a classic light vs dark scenario. The protagonists, Alfie and Finn, are polar opposites yet equally complex and intriguing characters. The magic system is interesting but still easy to understand, the world of San Cristóbal fascinating. I love the idea that magic has colors and I also love the mythology Motayne effortlessly wove into her world.
Where there’s good, there’s usually bad as well, to some extent. This is no exception. I would’ve liked to know a bit more about what’s outside of San Cristóbal, as we’re given that beautiful map on the inside cover but no information regarding any of those other countries. The pacing was uneven. And although a proper romance didn’t actually develop between Alfie and Finn, the feelings they had for each other at the end of the novel felt random.
While on the subject of the ending, I appreciate the way Motayne wrapped up the plot while still leaving the protagonists open to more adventures. I’m not super interested in the sequel, but I’m curious and do plan to give it a chance. I’d advise anyone interested in Nocturna to do the same, as it’s a fun read despite its flaws. And to those who say this book is a Shades of Magic ripoff, just stop. V.E. Schwab isn’t the only person allowed to write soft boys and tough girls.
CW: child abuse & manipulation, death, grief, blood, magical violence
adventurous
emotional
funny
hopeful
mysterious
tense
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
A mix
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
No
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
[fifth read, November 2022]
In the acknowledgments, Richelle said, and I quote, “I don’t think we’ve seen the last of these guys.”
Well, with all the respect due to a brilliant evil genius, this book came out in 2015. It’s nearly 2023. WHEN DO WE GET MORE?? PLEASE GIVE ME MORE. And this year would’ve been PERFECT for bonus content!! The very first VA book turned 15 years old! (Which is wild!) The show came out! I mean, I absolutely hate the show, but that’s not the point. The point is, WE COULD’VE GOTTEN A ROMITRI NOVELLA THIS YEAR. BUT NOOOO.
I’m not salty or anything. :’)))
Until next time, my sweet babies. 💗
[fourth read, November 2021]
In the acknowledgments, Richelle said, and I quote, “I don’t think we’ve seen the last of these guys.”
Well, with all the respect due to a brilliant evil genius, this book came out in 2015. It’s nearly 2022. WHEN DO WE GET MORE?? PLEASE GIVE ME MORE.
For all that these books break my heart and crush my soul, hell if they’re not a massive serotonin boost. The banter and the shenanigans and the cute moments will always make me smile, no matter how many times I read them.
Not gonna lie, though, if I had one complaint, it would be the lack of details at the end of the last chapter, just before the epilogue. No spoilers, and the epilogue itself is one of the best things I’ve read in my life, but right before that… I lowkey feel cheated.
That’s mostly just me being desperate, though. Now, let’s see how long I last before starting the whole thing all over again… 👀
[third read, June-July 2020]
I must be Ariel because I want more. ♫
Seriously though, I’m so glad these characters finally get the good things they deserve!!! It heals my heart.
[second read, October 2019]
Finishing this book was exactly what I needed today. The Ruby Circle is an exciting finale despite its size, with high stakes, multiple intriguing subplots, more than one swoon-worthy romance, plenty of humor, and an extremely satisfying ending. While emotions did run rampant, as should be expected in any book from Richelle Mead, I couldn’t have asked for anything better. All of my favorite characters banded together to save the day, and many wholesome and hilarious moments ensued.
Although reading my original review did make me cringe, I’ve found that it’s still a completely accurate representation of my feelings upon finishing this reread. Younger me called these books beautiful, brilliant, and brutal, and current me can confirm the truth of that statement.
I’m not sure what else to say, except that I love Sydney, Adrian, Rose, Dimitri, Jill, Eddie, Lissa, Christian, and every other character wholeheartedly. I could easily read another twelve books about them and their shenanigans, romantic and mischievous alike. Here’s to hoping that someday, Mead will return to this world and these characters. I mean, if it can work for The Hunger Games, maybe it can work for Vampire Academy too.
[first read, February 2017]
Now what do I do with my life??
…
…
I did it. I finished all twelve of the VA/BL books, and it was one of the best rides I never signed up for. I'm thoroughly obsessed, and I came close to crying happy tears as I read the last few pages. I didn't, just like I didn't at the end of VA or any of the times these books crushed my soul. I can't express how glad I am that I succumbed to the hype and read VA back in June. It was one of the best decisions I've made in my reading life, because I absolutely adore all of these books. ♡
The cheesy sentimental stuff is out of the way, so let's get to the obsessive fangirling you had to know was coming. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
OMG ALL THE FEELS. Until the very end, the story was thrilling and unpredictable and completely addicting. I was worried because it was the shortest BL book, but I didn't need to be because it was AMAZING. There was so much story and character development, and Sydney and Adrian are two of my all-time favorite characters. I also really liked the friendship and familial aspects that were especially strong in this book. And I think it goes without saying that I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE ROMANCE. THEY'RE SO CUTE AND PASSIONATE AND GENUINE I JUST CAN'T. ALSO CAN WE APPRECIATE THAT ROSE AND DIMITRI HAD A SIGNIFICANT ROLE IN THIS BOOK AFTER WAITING FOR THE LAST FIVE. Declan was adorable and Rose and Dimitri's mutual cluelessness regarding babies was absolutely hilarious to me. Unfortunately it isn't what it sounds like, but it was great anyway. AND THAT ENDING. IT WAS 1000000% PERFECT. EVERYONE IS HAPPY SO I'M HAPPY TOO. I honestly don't think it could've been sweeter or more perfect. And if Richelle ever decided to write short stories like JLA did for Katy and Daemon, I WOULD BE COMPLETELY ON BOARD. (In the acknowledgments she said she didn't think she was done with this world and these characters, and I'M ON BOARD FOR THAT TOO.) *heart eyes*
Okay, I've rambled for a while, so I'll stop. I'm sure you all know I'm thoroughly obsessed with all twelve of these books by now. I'm off to wander aimlessly as I figure out what to do and what to read now that I've completed these beautiful, brilliant, brutal books. ♡
In the acknowledgments, Richelle said, and I quote, “I don’t think we’ve seen the last of these guys.”
Well, with all the respect due to a brilliant evil genius, this book came out in 2015. It’s nearly 2023. WHEN DO WE GET MORE?? PLEASE GIVE ME MORE. And this year would’ve been PERFECT for bonus content!! The very first VA book turned 15 years old! (Which is wild!) The show came out! I mean, I absolutely hate the show, but that’s not the point. The point is, WE COULD’VE GOTTEN A ROMITRI NOVELLA THIS YEAR. BUT NOOOO.
I’m not salty or anything. :’)))
Until next time, my sweet babies. 💗
[fourth read, November 2021]
In the acknowledgments, Richelle said, and I quote, “I don’t think we’ve seen the last of these guys.”
Well, with all the respect due to a brilliant evil genius, this book came out in 2015. It’s nearly 2022. WHEN DO WE GET MORE?? PLEASE GIVE ME MORE.
For all that these books break my heart and crush my soul, hell if they’re not a massive serotonin boost. The banter and the shenanigans and the cute moments will always make me smile, no matter how many times I read them.
Not gonna lie, though, if I had one complaint, it would be the lack of details at the end of the last chapter, just before the epilogue. No spoilers, and the epilogue itself is one of the best things I’ve read in my life, but right before that… I lowkey feel cheated.
That’s mostly just me being desperate, though. Now, let’s see how long I last before starting the whole thing all over again… 👀
[third read, June-July 2020]
I must be Ariel because I want more. ♫
Seriously though, I’m so glad these characters finally get the good things they deserve!!! It heals my heart.
[second read, October 2019]
Finishing this book was exactly what I needed today. The Ruby Circle is an exciting finale despite its size, with high stakes, multiple intriguing subplots, more than one swoon-worthy romance, plenty of humor, and an extremely satisfying ending. While emotions did run rampant, as should be expected in any book from Richelle Mead, I couldn’t have asked for anything better. All of my favorite characters banded together to save the day, and many wholesome and hilarious moments ensued.
Although reading my original review did make me cringe, I’ve found that it’s still a completely accurate representation of my feelings upon finishing this reread. Younger me called these books beautiful, brilliant, and brutal, and current me can confirm the truth of that statement.
I’m not sure what else to say, except that I love Sydney, Adrian, Rose, Dimitri, Jill, Eddie, Lissa, Christian, and every other character wholeheartedly. I could easily read another twelve books about them and their shenanigans, romantic and mischievous alike. Here’s to hoping that someday, Mead will return to this world and these characters. I mean, if it can work for The Hunger Games, maybe it can work for Vampire Academy too.
[first read, February 2017]
Now what do I do with my life??
…
…
I did it. I finished all twelve of the VA/BL books, and it was one of the best rides I never signed up for. I'm thoroughly obsessed, and I came close to crying happy tears as I read the last few pages. I didn't, just like I didn't at the end of VA or any of the times these books crushed my soul. I can't express how glad I am that I succumbed to the hype and read VA back in June. It was one of the best decisions I've made in my reading life, because I absolutely adore all of these books. ♡
The cheesy sentimental stuff is out of the way, so let's get to the obsessive fangirling you had to know was coming. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
OMG ALL THE FEELS. Until the very end, the story was thrilling and unpredictable and completely addicting. I was worried because it was the shortest BL book, but I didn't need to be because it was AMAZING. There was so much story and character development, and Sydney and Adrian are two of my all-time favorite characters. I also really liked the friendship and familial aspects that were especially strong in this book. And I think it goes without saying that I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE ROMANCE. THEY'RE SO CUTE AND PASSIONATE AND GENUINE I JUST CAN'T. ALSO CAN WE APPRECIATE THAT ROSE AND DIMITRI HAD A SIGNIFICANT ROLE IN THIS BOOK AFTER WAITING FOR THE LAST FIVE. Declan was adorable and Rose and Dimitri's mutual cluelessness regarding babies was absolutely hilarious to me. Unfortunately it isn't what it sounds like, but it was great anyway. AND THAT ENDING. IT WAS 1000000% PERFECT. EVERYONE IS HAPPY SO I'M HAPPY TOO. I honestly don't think it could've been sweeter or more perfect. And if Richelle ever decided to write short stories like JLA did for Katy and Daemon, I WOULD BE COMPLETELY ON BOARD. (In the acknowledgments she said she didn't think she was done with this world and these characters, and I'M ON BOARD FOR THAT TOO.) *heart eyes*
Okay, I've rambled for a while, so I'll stop. I'm sure you all know I'm thoroughly obsessed with all twelve of these books by now. I'm off to wander aimlessly as I figure out what to do and what to read now that I've completed these beautiful, brilliant, brutal books. ♡
Content Warnings
Moderate: Gore, Violence, Blood
Minor: Confinement, Death, Sexual assault, Kidnapping, Pregnancy, Injury/Injury detail
All things tagged minor are in relation to side characters and occur on page—except sexual assault, which is only briefly mentioned a couple of times while referencing a past event.
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I didn’t know what to expect from Mask of Shadows, as all I knew going in was that the protagonist was genderfluid and the story had something to do with assassins. For the most part, I enjoyed this novel.
Sal is a great protagonist. As a cis reader I can’t really say anything regarding their gender fluidity, but I do think Miller incorporated it into the story well. Aside from that, Sal had a complex backstory and interesting motives. They were determined to be and make a better life for themself. Their apathetic thoughts made sense, given the position they were competing for, and it was clear that they still cared about other things. Basically, I just really like Sal.
It took a considerable amount of time for the world to fully make sense, but it did eventually. There’s a lot going on in Igna, and the way Miller balanced it all is admirable. The concept of the Left Hand fascinated me. I will say, though, that I think the history lessons overshadowed the descriptions; I could tell you what happened to these countries but not what the setting looks like. Whether that’s because descriptions were absent or there and I forgot about them is unclear.
There are a lot of side characters—twenty-two other competitors, the three remaining members of the Left Hand, and numerous nobles and servants. Yet Miller managed to distinguish each character from one another without overloading the story. My favorites were Sal’s servant Maud, Elise, and Ruby, although Amethyst and Emerald were great too.
Possibly my favorite thing about the story was the romance that developed between Sal and Elise, a young noble woman of color. Their first meeting is unusual and memorable, and later, Elise is Sal’s teacher—she teaches them to read and write. Their dynamic is so cute and I hope more good things happen between them in the sequel. I hope for it with every fiber of my queer being.
So why only four stars? Well, for one, despite the action-packed story, the pacing did occasionally drag. Despite liking Sal and a good number of other characters, I never got fully invested in them or the story, thus reading wasn’t my top priority. I had no problem putting this down and passing time in other ways. My most significant issue, though, was the predictability of the plot. Plenty of events occurred that I didn’t see coming, but this is a novel about a competition narrated in first person. Out of twenty-three, twenty-one competitors died. It’s easy to know from the start who wins.
I was originally planning to give this three stars, but the ending was good enough to raise my rating. I seriously did not expect most events of the last fifty pages. The last few chapters even made me sad; that death was unexpected and cruel. Maybe I wasn’t supposed to like [redacted] the way I did. Maybe it won’t bother others the way it did me. But I liked [redacted] quite a lot, so of course it bothered me.
Overall, Mask of Shadows is a fun, sometimes intense story that I think will be enjoyable for most fantasy readers, especially those that like Throne of Glass. Hopefully I’ll read the sequel soon. It sounds like it’ll be just as enjoyable and much more unpredictable.
Representation:
• Genderfluid protagonist
• Queer love interest of color
• Aromantic side character
• Other side characters of color
CW: death & murder, violence, blood, mutilation, poisoning
Sal is a great protagonist. As a cis reader I can’t really say anything regarding their gender fluidity, but I do think Miller incorporated it into the story well. Aside from that, Sal had a complex backstory and interesting motives. They were determined to be and make a better life for themself. Their apathetic thoughts made sense, given the position they were competing for, and it was clear that they still cared about other things. Basically, I just really like Sal.
It took a considerable amount of time for the world to fully make sense, but it did eventually. There’s a lot going on in Igna, and the way Miller balanced it all is admirable. The concept of the Left Hand fascinated me. I will say, though, that I think the history lessons overshadowed the descriptions; I could tell you what happened to these countries but not what the setting looks like. Whether that’s because descriptions were absent or there and I forgot about them is unclear.
There are a lot of side characters—twenty-two other competitors, the three remaining members of the Left Hand, and numerous nobles and servants. Yet Miller managed to distinguish each character from one another without overloading the story. My favorites were Sal’s servant Maud, Elise, and Ruby, although Amethyst and Emerald were great too.
Possibly my favorite thing about the story was the romance that developed between Sal and Elise, a young noble woman of color. Their first meeting is unusual and memorable, and later, Elise is Sal’s teacher—she teaches them to read and write. Their dynamic is so cute and I hope more good things happen between them in the sequel. I hope for it with every fiber of my queer being.
So why only four stars? Well, for one, despite the action-packed story, the pacing did occasionally drag. Despite liking Sal and a good number of other characters, I never got fully invested in them or the story, thus reading wasn’t my top priority. I had no problem putting this down and passing time in other ways. My most significant issue, though, was the predictability of the plot. Plenty of events occurred that I didn’t see coming, but this is a novel about a competition narrated in first person. Out of twenty-three, twenty-one competitors died. It’s easy to know from the start who wins.
I was originally planning to give this three stars, but the ending was good enough to raise my rating. I seriously did not expect most events of the last fifty pages. The last few chapters even made me sad; that death was unexpected and cruel. Maybe I wasn’t supposed to like [redacted] the way I did. Maybe it won’t bother others the way it did me. But I liked [redacted] quite a lot, so of course it bothered me.
Overall, Mask of Shadows is a fun, sometimes intense story that I think will be enjoyable for most fantasy readers, especially those that like Throne of Glass. Hopefully I’ll read the sequel soon. It sounds like it’ll be just as enjoyable and much more unpredictable.
Representation:
• Genderfluid protagonist
• Queer love interest of color
• Aromantic side character
• Other side characters of color
CW: death & murder, violence, blood, mutilation, poisoning
4.5 stars
I enjoyed this so much more than I thought I would. Villasante wrote a wonderful, emotional story about sisters, immigration, trauma, and love. Ana Osorio did a brilliant job narrating and, honestly, the audiobook made my reading experience even better.
I love Marisol and Gabi’s relationship; Marisol wants the best for Gabi and tries to be a parent since their mother didn’t come to the United States with them. But the two sisters are still friends, and they care about each other even when they don’t get along. It was wholesome yet realistic and I liked it.
You know what else was wholesome? Marisol and Rey’s romance. The two of them are so cute! They bond over cliché TV shows and the struggles of their pasts. They don’t heal one another, for that I’m thankful, but each plays a part in the other’s healing. Unfortunately their actual relationship is only in the last handful of chapters, meaning I don’t get as much sweet sapphic content as I would’ve liked. But they’re still cute and I still love them.
There’s so much more to The Grief Keeper than I can say, elements I don’t feel are in my lane to discuss. Though there are heartwarming moments, it’s also a very poignant read.
I can see myself buying a copy of this book and maybe even rereading it in the future. If you’re even slightly interested in this, I highly recommend it.
Representation:
• Salvadoran protagonist & family
• Lesbian protagonist & love interest
• Indian-American side character
• Some other side characters of color
CW: death, grief, PTSD, discussion of gang violence, homophobia, threats of sexual assault
I enjoyed this so much more than I thought I would. Villasante wrote a wonderful, emotional story about sisters, immigration, trauma, and love. Ana Osorio did a brilliant job narrating and, honestly, the audiobook made my reading experience even better.
I love Marisol and Gabi’s relationship; Marisol wants the best for Gabi and tries to be a parent since their mother didn’t come to the United States with them. But the two sisters are still friends, and they care about each other even when they don’t get along. It was wholesome yet realistic and I liked it.
You know what else was wholesome? Marisol and Rey’s romance. The two of them are so cute! They bond over cliché TV shows and the struggles of their pasts. They don’t heal one another, for that I’m thankful, but each plays a part in the other’s healing. Unfortunately their actual relationship is only in the last handful of chapters, meaning I don’t get as much sweet sapphic content as I would’ve liked. But they’re still cute and I still love them.
There’s so much more to The Grief Keeper than I can say, elements I don’t feel are in my lane to discuss. Though there are heartwarming moments, it’s also a very poignant read.
I can see myself buying a copy of this book and maybe even rereading it in the future. If you’re even slightly interested in this, I highly recommend it.
Representation:
• Salvadoran protagonist & family
• Lesbian protagonist & love interest
• Indian-American side character
• Some other side characters of color
CW: death, grief, PTSD, discussion of gang violence, homophobia, threats of sexual assault
The Lady's Guide to Petticoats and Piracy is a fun historical fiction story about women embracing their right to power, with a side of strong friendship, pirates, sea dragons, and the biggest, fluffiest good dog. While you could read this without reading The Gentleman's Guide to Vice and Virtue, I recommend reading both, as together they're truly a complete package. They're as close to perfection as you can get in this world.
Find my full review and more on my blog.
Find my full review and more on my blog.