This worked for me on so many levels 

While still true to Acevedo writing I have come to love in the past. The more adult subject matter, and actions taken both uncomfortable and moving the novel, as a whole just didn't come together. Some of the characters felt more like moving pieces to an ever-growing puzzle, while others felt to real for the story being told. 

Overall, outside of the countdown for what's to come and some beautiful lines. This is my least favorite Acevedo yet. I would read more adult from her in the future, and more things overall. Just a personal misfire from normally a five-star author, for me personally.

 thoughtful, provoking, raw, and real.

everything i would want in a memoir and so much more. both insightful on a complicated subject matter, and the rawest emotions on why it's important.

thank you elliot for telling your story, and hopefully it'll bring people either questioning with their own gender identity or in situations where they need learn they can. 

 A solid 3 once I started to understand the voice. The message is pretty clear even if I didn't end up enjoying the whole thing. Will be rereading in the new year for a fun video so many the audiobook will connect better. 

 Maybe a 5 now that I know it's a real story. Still don't love the ending, but then again, that's real life. 

 Which means book 5 could be the magical 5?

I enjoyed this one but also was super annoyed with it. Curious about the fourth one but wish I was more excited. 

DNF @ 25%, not sure if I'll come back