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Antiquity is a queer Lolita story, following an unnamed narrator in her mid thirties as she becomes obsessed with Olga, aged fifteen the daughter of an older artist named Helena. The story takes place on the Greek Island of Ermoupoli, where the narrator joins Helena. 

The devolution of the narrator as she looses herself to her obsession and becomes all consumed by her insecurities. The narrator is self deprecating from the start by as the story moves along her sense of self worth is completely obliterated.

The writing is lovely and there are quotes that I found myself reflecting on. The later of the novel was a hard and uncomfortable read so I do warn you before reading.

Time wasn't logical. A span of time that felt, back then, in the beginning, like several weeks, was in fact just a few days. A span of time that felt, later, like a few days or even less, only a few brief moments, was in fact unfolding for much longer than that, enormous expanses of time that I greedily swallowed and demanded more of, which I couldn't get enough of, which I didn't want to end, which I wanted to stretch and become forever.

Antiquity has been compared to a female Call Me By Your Name and Lolita, therefore the themes can be divisive so be mindful of that before reading. The behaviour is not condoned or promoted.

Thank you to Johansson, Scribe UK and Netgalley for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.

A Crane Among Wolves is a Korean Historical Fiction Young Adult Novel set in the Joseon Era. It is based on Prince Yeonsan the 10th monarch of the Joseon dynasty, and one of the worst tyrants in Korean history. 

ACAW is a must read, a histrocial political drama, with murder mystery and romance. I would liken it to ATLA in it's ability to discuss darker themes within a young adult genre, Hur makes the history behind the novel accessible it's clear how much work has gone into ACAW.

The story begins with Iseul searching for her older sister who has been taken by Prince Yeonsan, Iseul intends to bring her home.  At the beginning and through I suppose a majority of the novel Iseul is a spoiled younger sister who has never undertaken any physical labour after being cared for by her older sister, she's finds manual labour below her. However, once her sister is taken Iseul leaves her home to find her and bring her back. Soon after Iseul is embroiled in a murder mystery: if she can find and capture the serial killer Namless Flower maybe she can bargain for her sister. Iseul is a complex character, I admit to being annoyed with her but that's just how well she was written, her entitlement and ignorance make it so easy for her to be slightly hated at the start. But then she starts to grow and you see her learn how to be a detective from Wonsik; brave the City for a glimpse of her sister; she becomes politically aware and tactical finally coming into her own.

“I swear,” he whispered in a low voice, as though to himself, “the next person to harm you will die by my own hands.”

Daehyun, is the Prince and is trying to conduct a coup to overthrow the King, there's just one problem: he needs support. We see Daehyun work with Wonsik and Yul to gather support. Daehyun is a well rounded character and his backstory is heart breaking. Hur does an amazing job showing his silent strength and love for Iseul. Whilst the romance is secondary, Daehyun falls first and harder and it's wonderful to see him grow to care for Iseul. He is thoughtful and calculating, and builds a plan around keeping Iseul safe.

A Crane Among Wolves broke my heart and put it back together again. I loved seeing the plan come together and both Daehyun and Iseul working together but also Iseul growing and solving mysteries. The ending was just heart clutching and I'm so glad to have read this.

A Crane Among Woves releases on the 14th of May 2024.

Thank you to Netgalley, June Hur and Headline for an ARC in exchange for my honest review.

Mmm it was a fun accidental pregnancy but that's it.

This was my first time reading a stream of consciousness style work and it was a memorable experience. 

Darling, writes as Winona a woman whose day we experience with her, through a doctors appointment, the school pick to a party from the moment of her waking. We are privy to Winona's inner workings as she experiences emotional and psychological abuse, alongside raising her children. Darling, addresses issues such as motherhood and the concept of suburbia but also the patriarchy and toxic masculinity.

You don't really know what is going on Winona's mind felt like everything all at once. Constantly, thinking moving in quick succession from thought to thought. In some cases you get a glimpse of a thought never to return again. The only order you experience in the form of lists Winona makes throughout the day but even they overlap, different thoughts and sub-categories together.

It makes a difference to me whom I love

Thunderhead is an experience and at 160 pages a quick read.

Thunderhead releases 2nd May.

Thank you to Scribe UK and to Netgalley for thr ARC in exchange for my honest review.

Evocation is my third S. T. Gibson read and one I very much enjoyed.

I was honestly skeptical how Gibson was going to wrap up what in my mind was several plot lines but I think the pacing worked and Gibson pulled it out the bag. I enjoyed this, David did annoy me at first but once you carry on reading you just can't help but care for each and everyone of them. They dynamic works and they each bring out the best in each other - well once Rhys and David sort themselves out.

The standout character for me was Moira, she was single handedly keeping the team together dealing with Rhys and David with the project management skill that can only come from someone who had clearly done all the work in a group project.

Also I had great time annotating this book, I would definitely recommend this. I have a physical copy on the way to join my Gibson collection. I'm definitely a fan.

Thank you to Angry Robot, Netgalley and S. T Gibson for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.

Nectar of the Wicked

Ella Fields

DID NOT FINISH: 43%

Absolutely not. How one person can be this daft, I do not know.

I'm a weirdo, I'm weird, I don't fit in but I'm also quirky and not like other girls.

I read this just so I could know if I should skip an upcoming subscription book - the answer is yes.

When I first read Godkiller I dnf'd it because I had a lot of issues specifically "that the POVs changed constantly and that the chapters were very short" which happened again here with Sunbringer. However I enjoyed this a lot more than Godkiller. In part it might be due to already know the world etc so it didn't feel as much of a fight to get through the story but also because for me the writing felt better and the story read better. I'm actually excited for book three.

Overall, I think pacing needs to be slightly better the first half is slow and then the second is trying to wrap things up very quickly, I think making the book longer and evenly spreading out the pacing would have been beneficial and again being able to sit with the characters for longer would be good. But I would recommend it and will be picking up a physical copy.

Thank you to Net Galley, HarperCollins UK, HarperFiction and HarperVoyager for an ARC in exchange for an honest review. 

I went back and forth over my opinion of this book. I liked the core parts such as the plot and world building but in some places the execution just fell flat and that's not saying that I didn't like the book - I did but just not in the way I wanted to. I wasn't excited to continue, I was interested in continuing the book but I was thinking about it all the time in the way that I normally do when a book excites me. There's a disconnect if that makes sense. I want to finish the story but I'm not invested in the characters - Violet in particular was just very stupid at times and there was no redemption for me. 

Thank you Net Galley, Hodder & Stoughton and Hodderscape for the ARC in exchange for my honest review