IDK I LIKED AND HATED THIS BOOK AT THE SAME TIME 

it's just not my cup of tea

i hated this book. and i hate myself for hating it. this has such a good plot but the writing style? i wanna cry. this has so much potential. maybe because i also just read an almost five star trilogy that's why this was such a let down. but yeah, as i've said, the pacing was weird. this is such an easy book to read and i actually considered it a fast paced book but i was really struggling!! especially at the very beginning, it just feels rushed. also, is it just me most of the time, the book doesn't provide you enough explanation, like some things are just so confusing. idk how to explain it (not good with words im sorry). had such high expectations on this one, and to be honest, i ended up skimming at the ending part..