After talking to a friend who finished this book I decided to dnf at 100 pages in. Even for YA fiction this was just so unrealistic and cringe worthy.

Although I like what this book intended to do, I feel like all of the essay's ran together and felt like the same author wrote all of them. It is also a very triggering book. Trigger warning for everything:Self harm, Suicide, Depression, Abuse ETC.

3.5. It was good enough that i kept reading it just didn't blow me away.

4.5 I'm obsessed with Taylor Jenkins Reid's Writing

This is the third time I’ve read this stupid book and I still cried.

Reread 2018- third reread and I’m still crying

I freaking loved these books! I was cracking up and screeching like a little girl. They were amazing!

Stupid books making me cry.

Dnf page 127. I think this was supposed to be character driven but literally Mei does nothing and I just couldn’t take the slow pace anymore.