I am absolutely obsessed with this book!! I finished it so quickly and i tried to read it slowly and i still couldnt stop myself. Ilya and shane had me giggling over some of their sweet funny moments and crying over others. I felt insanely horrible for them after they were accidentally outed. Everyone should get the chance to come out on their own terms and the fact that they didn't hurt my heart. I loved that you got to see crucial parts of other books in this series play out from Shane and Ilya's POV. Especially the airplane scene. I was almost sobbing over his DMs to Shane omg. Secret relationships always give me crazy anxiety but i loved this one so much. I want a million more books of them. I was so happy that Ilya finally got his puppy and loved seeing how he absolutely spoiled it rotten. This book was incredible in so many ways.

No thoughts just Sam

Wow, i am obsessed with this book. I loved all of the commentary on true crime as well as the romance in this book. SAM!!! I am in love with him. Him and Pheobe were seriously the best and i really loved seeing them grow closer as well as seeing her realize that she is able to love and be loved. I also thought that this book covered grief very well. Overall, i loved this book so much. I felt seen as a true crime loving girl. Two of my favorite things, true crime and romance, in one book and it was everything i could have asked for