I have very mixed opinions on this book. It saddens me, but is also very truthful. Truly mixed.

Updated: Due to the sequel just coming out I am more okay with the ending. I do believe Arthur and Ben deserves there perfect ending. So lets hope they get it. I do understand the reason why this ending was written and I respect it. (Dec. 30, 2021)

This is one of those books that broke me. In every way that I related to it as a queer man, I didn't. A beautifully written and gorgeous book that covers daring topics.

I have such mixed feelings but will read book 3 for Neil and Andrew. I mean I love the other characters but, adore Neil and Andrew. Plus I've heard book 3 is the best one.