what was the actual point in this book? how can it ever possibly compare to carry on?

yeah i know vesper/sam is the main romance blah blah blah but vesper/sapphira is RIGHT there

honestly i don't know what to rate this because it's really well written but it's genuinely a book that puts lesbians, gay teens and trans teens through enormous amounts of suffering just to prove that it's bad for them to suffer i guess