This was one of the most intellectually stimulating, thought provoking, heart wrenching and immersively fucked up books I've read so far.

I've read so many books that have that little bit of hope residing somewhere at the end, hidden, waiting to make it's appearance.
I kept waiting for it, I'm soaring towards the end of this book and I'm searching everywhere for it, that clinging for the good, the hope at the end of the tunnel, and this hope of hope encouraged my mind to grasp at any possible explanation for why things were the way they were in this fictional world and how it could be torn down, the theories that came to me, and any one of them could be true, for the book ends in a way that leaves your interpretation of the reality of this in-book world, entirely up to you, which fits in perfectly with the book itself.