Jesus Christ what the fuck did I just read. I don’t even know what to say other than I couldn’t put it down and it felt so fucking viscerally unsettling but not in a I’m gonna dnf sort of way.

physical manifestations of grief

have apparently been a common theme in the books I’m reading lately but this was so well done and I had no clue where the story was headed by the end. Insane work by C. G. Drews