Thanks to @riverheadbooks for sending me an early copy of We Do What We Do in the Dark by Michelle Hart. This book follows Mallory, a freshman in college, who becomes fixated on and then begins a relationship with an older German married woman who adjuncts at the school. Mallory sees in the woman everything she wants for herself. The woman is successful and seemingly self-assured, while Mallory is lonely and uncertain, still grappling with the recent death of her mother after years of illness.

The writing style is sparse but still managed to draw me in. Mallory’s loneliness is palpable - partially self-afflicted, partially because of her shame about who she is and what she thinks she deserves. The story slowly unveils more about Mallory’s past and her motivations. I could understand her obsession and longing. I found myself wanting so much for Mallory, hoping that she could find more self-worth, success, and happiness. This is really a coming-of-age story.

I think a lot of people will really love this one! I’d recommend it if you like spare yet moody writing, being inside the head of one character, and coming-of-age stories full of longing.