TRIGGER WARNINGS GALORE

my god, the amount of absolute nightmare fodder i had to skim and the other parts that i downright didn't understand from the writing style?? just omg. and the fact that i STILL wanna see where this is going??? for the first time in my life i understand that saying of witnessing a trainwreck and being unable to look away. what the hellll!!!!

i literally cannot believe i read this willingly.