I just can't bring myself to END this book! i know this may sound like madness, but hear me out: I'm not gonna finish this book. I have less than 50 pages left to read and yet i still don't want it to end. I just don't feel like i could withstand the pain and grief i'd be experiencing if i knew how journey ended. I know this sounds a bit torturous on my part, but i really don't WANT to end the book damn it. Like it's been a WHOLE month and i still refuse to pick it up and read a page. I've tried. I 've tried a thousand times and still can't bring myself to read and comprehend the words. UGHHHHHHHH, I really don't want to lose my favourite characters of all time. I've never experienced such an emotional attachment before!!!
anyways i'm CERTAIN i'll reread it soon so yeah let's see if i'll be brave enough to finish the trilogy once and for all then.