I was really excited about this book. I've seen the videos on TT and I couldn't wait to read it. But then I started it and was almost immediately disappointed. Birdie's friend is incredibly unsupportive when Birdie tells her she literally had a panic attack in front of Cohen. All she cares about is that Birdie didn't get laid. NOT good friend behavior. And then she uses the word spaz, which was insensitive, but I could try to look past. And then she says she HATES cats, which, okay, that's a personal thing for me. I don't trust anyone who HATES cats. Not liking them is one thing, but HATING them? Come on. Birdie reads as early twenties, rather than a 30 year old woman and I just can't stand another grown woman who acts like a child.