Rating: ☆☆☆.5

This book was actually quite dark, which I wasn't expecting. Ngl, I was unsure about the relationship at first. Vicious was abusive and just an asshole, and Emilia seemed to just take everything Vicious threw at her. I also *HATED* the objectification of women in this book. Like I don't care if we're in the mind of a teenage boy, it wasn't necessary. There are so many other ways you can make your main character look like a dick without demeaning women to do it.

But, the relationship grew on me. As Emilia got older and started putting herself first, the relationship wasn't as toxic and I didn't feel awful for shipping for them. I loved their angsty interactions and I really admire Emilia's self-awareness when it came to Vicious and also her inner strength. (Also, I just read a review where someone said Vicious reminds them of Cardan Greenbriar and OMFG yes!! Vicious is a much bigger bully than Cardan is, but the relationship dynamic and the enemy to lovers vibe is so similar. So if you liked Carden and Jude's relationship, you might like this...)

The one thing I could've done without: the descriptions of Emilia's horrible outfits. I'm sorry but the second hand embarrassment is real. I swear at one point she was wearing silver leggind with cowboy boots... ✋