This book definitely snuck up on me, I don't think you are prepared for the ending its wild 
I was getting kind of annoyed with the main character but then everything kind of falls into place and you're like AHHHHHHHH 
I didn't, however, enjoy when

in the end Elijah is not saved from the hotel situation in time I feel like it was weird and then they kind of all were like 'haha yay our family is back together!' I was like wait didn't something devastating just happen? twice? 

 
but yeah super lit and also really gay, there's something about the writing style that I feel is distinctly gay and wow the twist I really did not see coming, it was so so upsetting