How do you hold it inside and not let it show on your face?

You asked how I hide it all. I don't know. I guess I find it pretty easy to look like nothing is happening when everything has changed.

I know you only as handwriting on a page, and yet you might be my closest friend.

I am not alone at the party. You are at this miserable party with me. And it brings a smile to my face to be standing next to you.