rep - MC1 with undiagnosed and untreated (mentally and medically)
tw - panic attack, mental health issues
cw - negative internal discourses

we are ending the Bertha Boys stories with Xander, an endearing and ennerving young man with lots of issues. it was a great choice to end it with him because his issues need time to be dealt with and treated. Along with his issues come the grip he has on his friends and roomates. him healing is healthy not only for him and his love life but also for his close circle. 

i loved it. i loved how the story unfolded, the time it took, Xander and Derek's relationship. 

now i am going to cry on a corner because i already miss everyone.