The book is pretty boring because addie is boring and her life is boring save for a handful of experiences here and there. I so wish she'd done more or we'd got to be there the very few times that she did do more with her life, bc it would've made for a more engaging read. I appreciated her resiliency towards luc a lot and similarly I think her desire to keep living despite the confines of her deal making her life more miserable, would have hit harder internally if we'd got to experience more of her life (not just her relationships) with her rather than hear about how she felt about jf after the fact.