I have never been in so much despair my whole life, as I have been reading this. I mean that in the most posetive way I can. I was pulled down every street possible. I'm currently way too speechless to say much about it, I need to process it all. Cuz it was pow pow at last, or I just read way too fast, where as the beginning could be just a tad bit too slow. Abseloutly recommended, the book and a therapist afterwards, imma go lay in silence for hours now🫡