I'm going to have to DNF this book, which makes me really sad. I absolutely adored the first book in the series, so much so that I thought it would make it on my best of 2020 list, but this book says otherwise. I just didn't like where this book was going, and I genuinely have no motivation to read it. And it sucks so bad because their have been so many books this year where I've absolutely loved book 1, but I can't get through book 2. It makes me sad.