Probably the  most confused and conflicted I’ve felt on a book and especially on an author who I have LOVED all his past books. I am left at the end of this book still not knowing if I liked it or not. 

There were many times during the book that I wanted to DNF it but also I just couldn’t find myself doing that because I neeeded to know what happened. 

I don’t know why he had to write it so confusing and the flow was really distracting and annoying. The charaxters are so unlikable that they become likable. However, at the end I ended up liking the outcome and their stories. So confused. It gets a 3 star because of how often o wanted to give up but then how I ended up liking the end . Probably my least favorite Backman  novel though