This was my Book Club's June book and I just couldn't read it until now because my brain says, 'oh people are hype about this book, well then I just can't read it'. It's stupid, because DAMN was this book amazing. It's a sloooooooooow burn, and not as spicy as I thought it would be, but when Rebecca Yarros gave us those scenes finally, she GAVE us those scenes. And yes. I cried. Multiple times.