Update to the update: Dear past me...don't convince yourself you loved a book when you dreaded reading it and rushed to finish the entire thing because it was popular...you don't have to like all the popular books...be more honest baby girl 

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I changed my rating from a 5 to a 2 just because it fits better for me at this point...I'm gonna try re-read it later this year idk. I think me thinking it was amazing as soon as i finished it was just me comparing it to the trilogy which i low-key hated the end of and also that idk i was just glad i finished it because i was bored for the last half of the book, i didn’t care one bit if any of the characters died  

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Update: I think I'm already gonna have to re-read this (which is tragic because it's so longggg) because even tho it was way better than the trilogy I'm super not attached to the characters so...I can't get into book 2...

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I don't even know how, to sum up into words what I feel about this book...all I know is it was amazing and I loved it so much more than the trilogy!