I wanted to love this so completely. I did in some ways! But overall, the start is too slow and some choices and plot directions left me a little confused. I was particularly peeved by the prank/staging portion of the plot. I just don't feel like it added much to the overall story. I think the author creates incredibly complex, loveable, and relatable characters. They were definitely my favorite part. The pacing and certain plot choices were my overall letdowns of the book. Due to the pacing, I nearly DNFed, but I'm glad I pressed on. The story culminates into a beautifully heartbreaking, shocking, bittersweet conclusion. I wouldn't blame anyone who dipped before seeing it, however. Should these elements be worked on past this author's debut, I think we're in for some real treats. I'm definitely looking forward to their new book in March! One final note, I think the CW/TW for bugs should have definitely been emphasized a bit more, because jfc it's a lot 😭 I'm still squirmy thinking about certain parts.