this is a very difficult book to rate. somehow it was both very shitty and amazing at the same time. it wasn’t well written, but the story made me sob. it felt like a bunch of information was just being thrown at you, but it felt like delving into my own memories even though i’ve never experienced something quite that horrible.

i don’t know how to feel about either of the main characters, or really even the secondary ones. i enjoyed this? i think?