Courtney Gould writes such incredible horror. This book had twists and turns that had me reeling in the best possible way. Beck's panic attacks feel tangible, and her worries about memory loss because of it is familiar to me and felt represented well. There is also blatant use of the word "lesbian" on page for representation, which may not seem like much to some, but happens so rarely that I was pleased to see it. The growth of Beck and Riley was interesting to observe in the environment they were placed in, and what I thought was just going to be another cult story really proved itself to be something new in a world of repeated plotlines. This was truly an original and unnerving plot and I loved every minute of it.