This one is a hard review because I started out loving this book and then it got so devastating. When I think about it I kind of like some of the things I hated about how it turned, but I'm tired and going fuzzy around the edges so I'm not going to explain that well while avoiding spoilers. I might come back to this review, but I'll definitely be thinking about this book a lot more. Also I want to read a lot more Tana French for sure.