Oh my God. This book... wow. I have mixed feelings about it, and like I've seen others say, it really messed with my head. There were shocking things I didn't see coming, even though I had read spoilers that prepared me for it.

In the beginning, I couldn't really get into it. I felt like the story was confusing and going really fast. And then, around 50% of the book, I couldn't stop reading. I know I say that about a lot of books, but that's what tells me a book is good. When I can't put it down. When I can't stop reading it.

This book was heartbreaking and dark and dare I say cruel. It messes with your head, without even knowing it. At least, that's in my case.

I'm not 100% positive about this book, which is why I'm doubting if I should give it 3 or 4 stars (right now 4 feels best). I didn't like the amount of 'no homo' used. I get that it's a thing a lot of people say, but it has always annoyed be. But also, it was used a lot.

I don't know what else to type, there are more points but I'm mostly speechless and trying to figure out how I feel about this book.