This would have been a 5 star books had it not been for the heartbreaking “push them away and lie to them to “protect” them even though you could have just had an honest conversation and saved a lot of pain” trope thrown in there. That really turned me off in the last 100 pages all I could think of was how much hurt could have been avoided, and all for nothing. That, and the obsession with Serena was slightly annoying until the end. I get she wanted to find her, but it was a lot at times. Otherwise, good book. I just really hate that trope.