i want to absolutely love this. the concept is everything i could ask for and everything i'm obsessed with. of course i'd be the target demographic for a novel like this. you'd understand completely if you saw my tumblr blog. even bringing up tumblr is like... come on. however this is very pretentious and hard to read. i'm not against poetry or anything but trying to get through this right now is giving me a headache. it's equally beautiful and too much at the same time.