It wasn’t that they didn’t want one, it’s that they didn’t think of it. She was an afterthought. She wondered how long she’d been an afterthought.

What the fuck just happened?

What the fuck am I supposed to do with my life after this book? ESPECIALLY after that epilogue!? That was just rude, I need more. How dare this book.

“That’s your problem, Jodi. You’ve always thought there’s someone more special, more deserving. Zack Thrasher’s life, his comfort, his happiness— it’s always been more important to you than anyone else’s.”

I did not finish this book. It finished me. I am changed. Found the light. Etc, etc. Okay, I'm done lmao

She felt so foolish. What would she even say if anyone asked why she was crying? My friends’ lives don’t revolve around me? I got sad, and getting sad got me sadder?

I was so hesitant going into this because I do not like thrillers but for some unknown reason the last few books I've read have had a thriller component and I've loved them so who am I am?

“Jodi, I knew what I was doing when I gave you that USB.”

This exceeded my expectations. I was confused the entire time. I was livid. I was living the little romance that was happening. I was hating Emily. I was feeling bad for Emily. I was hating the Thrashers. Loving the Thrashers. Everything. Jodi was such a raw character. I've had so many thoughts like she did throughout the book that I had to stop and not cry because I was like, I know what you're feeling and it hurts.

“The only person you’d take the fall for. Who we’d all take the fall for.”

Pretty sure I never liked Zach tho, that guy…wow.

I'm not sure what to even say? I don't want to spoil anything for you guys since it is mYsTeRiOuS but we have Emily, the girl who didn't fit. We have the unattainable Thrashers, the ones everyone wants to fit in with. And then, we have questions.

Emily kills herself, and her journal surfaces, blaming the Thrashers for bullying her.

What's real?

What's fake?

Is there a paranormal aspect??

You'll just have to read to find out *winky wink*

Thank you so much to Wednesday Books and the author for this eARC! Please write a sequel. I am begging you. I want to reread this already.

One of them couldn’t breathe, one of them couldn’t think, and one of them couldn’t swim.


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Fuck me what was that epilogue??

Rtc

All the damn stars
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I don’t really like thrillers so I wasn’t going to read this but I got an ARC so I guess I am 😂