me and this book have a complicated relationship. i like the characters and the dynamics were cute, the blue gangsey banter and found family trope building up 🫂🫂 my favs r def blue and ronan. and the story has so much potential, but i think i just had really high expectations. i think it is one of those series where the first is the weakest but it ends up worth it, but i genuinely did not understand what was happening half the time, especially in the second half of the book!