this... i don;t even know how to explain, I just loved it, all of it. got into it just because I liked the cover, it was MG and had a Black probably autistic girl MC, that's all. and boy was I in for a surprise and a shock and tears. the probability of me thinking I'll be crying before starting this book we're like 0.2, but it still happened. i'd say give it a try, whatever you think the book will be like, I promise it's better. very important lessons and topics covered, a brilliant book, just great writing! read it now! the probability that you'll like this book is about 0.9 so goooo!