Watching Laurent and Damen is really a rollercoaster that has gotten all in for you: love, desire, happiness, anxiety, anger, sadness, tears, more love.

I do need to say beforehand that I‘m rating this rather 4.5-4.8 than full 5 stars, but who cares about decimals?

The final book of the trilogy is more serious. It‘s either losing all or winning once and for all. Damen is finally a free man, having met old friends of his at the end of book two, people know him now for his true self: Damanios of Aekilos. I started this book, texting my friend, „WHEN WILL THEY MEET? WHEN WILL LAURENT KNOW?“ because I couldn‘t imagine the reaction of him. Damanios is his brother‘s killer, I‘m reminding you. How will Laurent react to know he let his brother‘s killer to his bed?

I was expecting EVERYTHING but not the reaction we got. Two words, and they killed me. Hello, Lover. Yes hello to you, too, Laurent. WHY ARE YOU TOYING WITH ME?

This book is the climax of Damen and Laurent‘s relationship. The final breaking point of their development - as individuals, but as partners, as well.

When I say it was a rollercoaster of emotions, I mean it.

These two have shattered my heart.