this book was very conflicting for me.
i found this book to be at times a bit of a drag, but at other times was so wonderfully written i fell in love.
i will say the lyrical quality of this book is magnificent. the nature of nelson's writing for both the twins was beautiful to read.
this book gave me john green vibes, which can be a good and bad thing because ngl some of his books are fucking weird
i really got into this book with about ~70 pages left, which is a bit silly because its a 430 page book. the twins to begin with are so mf insufferable, and i find their development comes out of nowhere.
idk why but im kind of sick of books where all the characters are interconnected in some way? idk its a trope i don't really like.
i will say i do like the ending though, and i did find myself growing to like jude a lot more than i thought i would.
i will say though the plot is a bit..... lacking? as in there feels like there's not too much direction.
overall this was a solid book, but doesn't seem to be my style; i cant see myself rereading this sadly :(