rating: 4.5
spice: 3.5

elle mitchell does it again. 🙂‍↕️ i’ve read almost all of her books and this one is so different than anything she’s written before! it’s darker and more gritty. and i loved every moment!

the way elle is able to write teagan as a “normal” girl to the slow transition of her not being okay was mind blowing. and amazing. like how did she do that!?

i wanted this book to be way longer than it was, but i’m glad i don’t need to wait long for book 2. and this goes without saying, but yes. yes i cried LOL. all of elle’s books have made me so emotional!! 

🎸 rockstar romance
🩸 poly
🎸 extreme blood play
🩸 su!cide
🎸 found family