Star: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5 
Spice: 🌶️ 

The Retreat by Andi Jaxon and J.R. Gray is a rollercoaster of emotions, blending fake marriage, sports romance, and a journey of self-discovery into a compelling narrative that keeps readers hooked from start to finish. 

The story kicks off with a premise that’s both humorous and intriguing: to escape an unwanted marriage, Owen impulsively marries the brother of the bride-to-be in a drunken haze. This unexpected twist sets the stage for a story that delves deep into themes of identity, sexuality, and the complexity of relationships. 

Owen, who identifies as straight, is thrown into a situation where he must pretend to be in a gay relationship with Colin, his new husband. What starts as a desperate attempt to avoid his parents' expectations quickly evolves into something much more complicated as they are forced to maintain the facade on a global stage. Being selected for the US National fencing team adds another layer of pressure, as Owen must now navigate the challenges of a high-profile athletic career while grappling with his evolving feelings for Colin. 

Colin is an intriguing character, serving as both a catalyst for Owen’s internal struggle and a source of stability in the chaos. His calm, assured demeanor contrasts sharply with Owen’s confusion and self-doubt, creating a dynamic that’s as tense as it is captivating. Colin’s role in Owen’s life becomes increasingly significant, as he not only helps maintain the charade but also pushes Oen to confront his true feelings and desires. 

The authors excel at portraying Owen’s internal conflict. His journey of self-discovery is nuanced and authentic, capturing the fear, uncertainty, and eventual acceptance that comes with realizing that one’s identity may not be as straightforward as it seems. The relationship between the two men is beautifully developed, moving from awkwardness and tension to genuine connection and affection. 

The sports aspect of the novel, centered around fencing, adds a unique element to the story. It’s not just a backdrop but an integral part of the characters’ lives and their public personas. The pressure of performing on a national stage while keeping up appearances adds to the intensity of the story, making the stakes feel high and the emotional payoff all the more satisfying. 

The Retreat is more than just a romance—it’s a story about growth, acceptance, and finding love in the most unexpected places. The authors balance humor and heartache with finesse, creating a narrative that’s both entertaining and thought-provoking. Fans of sports romances and LGBTQ+ love stories will find much to enjoy in this book. It’s a testament to the power of love and the importance of being true to oneself, even when the world is watching.