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Fer is about to take off on a well deserved break when Chuy leaves a surprise in his kitchen. Now that he's caring for a newborn, working full time, and trying to keep his family afloat, Fer is desperate for help. He hires Zé as his new nanny. The more time they spend living together and raising Igz, the more Fer falls for the mysterious surfer boy. But being with Zé means Fer can't always be there for his family, and breaking that habit proves to be almost impossible. 

I was a little nervous about Fer's book. I absolutely love Theo and Auggie, and Fer, while highly entertaining, seemed like a very big personality to read a whole book from his point of view. However, I adored Fer and Zé. Fer is the support system for his entire family, taking on all of their issues while putting his life and dreams on hold. He's had to care for Auggie from a young age, shielding him from their mother's emotional and mental instability and abuse, all the while also trying to keep Chuy safe from his addiction. When everything hits the fan, he's saved by sweet and patient Zé.

Zé becomes a steady presence that Fer can lean on. He never expects anything from Fer, but is there to give him unwavering support and help with Igz. They both push each other to put themselves and their own happiness first. Zé has his own stubborn independence and trauma he's recovering from. Of course with Fer there's no beating around the bush, and he makes Zé confront some of his issues and gives him a safe space to land as he recovers. They had to face some harsh realities but both came out the other side better for it. 

It was kind of refreshing reading a Gregory Ashe contemporary romance without all the murder and mayhem (well, there's still some mayhem). He creates such loving, funny, endearing characters that you can't help but to root for. Fer and his Fer-isms are hilarious but don't overtake his kind, emotional side. I loved seeing Fer's huge heart and am so happy he was able to grab some happiness for himself. I also loved that Auggie was able to be there for him after Fer's been there for Auggie his whole life. It's a five star read for the vibes, but I do wish the ending was a little stronger. I would've liked to get a little more about Zé and what he was going through and their reconciliation. My hope is that one day we are lucky enough for another Fer and Zé story! 

Read if you like: 

• sexual awakening      

• hurt/comfort    

• opposites attract     

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