Thanks to @randomhouse for this one! Alright, alright, alright... This book was... a trip. Like, literally, I felt like I was on some weird drug-induced trip with Matthew??? So many of his thoughts felt like random big words and atmospheric phrases strung together in a way only a person under the influence of something could comprehend... it was bizarre. There were snippets of sanity and some interesting thoughts throughout, but mostly, I was baffled and confused and unsure what was really going on.