this was so so weird. kooky. quirky. odd. i loved it though??? ok the surface this sounds like a book that would not be good and would not have a message, trying to explain the plot of this book is so weird (literally explained the whole thing to Natasha and I felt like am idiot the whole time for saying that I enjoyed it) and despite it's weirdest it had so much heart?? this is a quietly heartbreaking story but it's so fun? and weird? yes there are

two 11 year old cousins having sex on top of their freshly dead grandpa's grave

but this was a good read. and yes I was moved and have a new perspective on life. slay. (also her more popular book convince store woman I actually did not enjoy, i would more highly recommend you read this one!!!)