I’m torn between giving this a 3 or a 4 star rating. Aspects of the ending really threw me for a loop in a way I was not expecting. There are so many complicated messy layers to the characters in this book. It shows readers that navigating life is fucking hard no matter your age especially when you come from a home fueled by childhood trauma. I just really wanna hug pizza girl and tell her to listen to Sour Breath by Julien Baker?