I didn’t like the miraculous realization of the main character about her incredibly unhealthy way of dealing with grief and then just resolving all of it in a matter of minutes.

Also the flashbacks were so frequent sometimes more than twice in one chapter that it totally took me out of the story.

Plus you can’t tell me that a guy meeting a girl for the first time knowing her for mere hours and witnessing her losing it countless times will continue running after her no matter how many times she behaves poorly to him and pushes him away and acts irrational.