i feel lowkey very guilty for DNF'ing this one, i've been on hold for it for way too long + i've been dnf'ing so so many books lately... however, i think it's time when i start having the "who should i text for advice on whether i should dnf this book" conversation in my head and trying to convince myself that i shouldn't dnf bc of guilt over the long hold and the fact that i've been dnf'ing so much