1.5/5: i save 1 stars for something truly offensive but this was just all around awful. the main character is the most hypocritical person i have ever had the displeasure of reading about and the writing was god-awful. hearing a variation of the word "frack" instead of "fuck" ever two seconds couldn't be more annoying, not to mention the rest of the worst teen-speak i have ever heard. the plot was basically cheating without cheating (because there was no label on the relationship yet) which is never actually challenged. the conflict and resolutions happen way too quickly and i cannot believe how easily jay was let off the hook. there are so many more things i disliked that it would be easier to talk about what did like, which was basically nothing. the side characters deserved to be developed more and deserved a thousand times better than jay, especially lou. im tired and if you still want to read this book for some reason, avoid the audiobook at all costs. listening to the teen-speak was so much worse than reading it with my eyes would have been and listening to jay's "gay agenda" list at the beginning of the chapter could not have made me want to tear my eardrums out more. i had to listen to the words "see a penis IRL, and do fun things with it!" what felt like fifty times and i cannot explain the rage it insighted in me. if you want more tecnhincal things about what was bad about this book look at other 1 and 2 star reviews because it is so late and i am just so thankful to be done with this book that i should've dnfed within the first chapter.