4.5/5 stars

THIS WAS JUST AMAZING AND SO PAINFUL AND DEPRESSING AND IM SO SAD AND MAD CAUSE WHY WHO WRITES BOOKS LIKE THIS WHERE THINGS JUST GET WORSE AND WORSE AND THEY NEVER GET BETTER EXCEPT FOR TINY MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS WHICH ARE STOLEN AWAY IN FIVE SECONDS AND I HONESTLY HATE AARON SO MUCH AND I WANT TO STAB HIM MYSELF AND THE ENDING WHAT THE FUCK WHY AND SO MUCH DEATH AND BEN AND MANCHEE AND WHYYYYYYYY I AM FEELING SO MUCH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO AND I HAVE THE NEXT BOOK BUT AM I READY TO BE DEPRESSED FOR ANOTHER COUPLE DAYS NO IM NOT BUT I ALSO WANT TO KNOW CAUSE I HAVE THAT STUPID HOPE THAT THINGS WILL END WELL BUT HAHAHAHAHAHA WILL THEY PROBABLY NOT