DNF'd at 72% because I just don't care about this anymore.

It took me a month to actually say I'm done and I won't even try anymore. This book is depressing. And I guess it's depressing in a way that might make some people feel like they're not the only ones experiencing the same thing but for me it was just way too dark. Maybe I'll read this when I'm 40 and feel like I've lost everything.

If someone knows how this ends feel free to message me. I don't really care to read all the way through to get to the ending but I'd still liked to know.