Corrupt and Hideaway were like a walk in the park compared to Kill Switch.

I don‘t know how I will ever be okay after this book. After we saw glimpses of Damon‘s life in Hide Away, I knew I probably wouldn‘t survive this installement, and I still don‘t know if I did. Damon is such a complex character that you hate one second, feel for him in the next, and ultimately totally lose it for him. The obsession being very real. This book is the best one out of the series, and won‘t let you go so easily.

This book is a rollercoaster of emotions. Both the story and the romance hit you in the gut. You will scream, you will smile, you will cry, you will feel the love and light, you will gasp, and ultimately, you will feel empty. Kill Switch is filled with pain, longing, the hope for love, betrayal and the constant ache for these characters to finally be happy. Damon is such an intriguing character who‘s been through way too much. His constant companion in life is pain and the little light that Will used to bring him. Once you‘re inside of his head, you can‘t not understand him, and all you feel is an ache in your heart for all the love he had been denied his whole life. The fact that he is so enticed with Winter is wholly comprehendable, as you read their backstory set in the past. There is this one girl who might despite what happened to her, still shines light and Damon is attracted to her like a moth chasing the sun. Their backstory was so beautiful and painful, because from the very first moment Winter got lost in him, I knew the big reveal will be the biggest betrayal for both of them. Seeing them interact now all the years after that video brought Damon to prison, it was painful to know how much they‘ve could had from the beginning if other people didn‘t intervent.

Just everything about these two was perfect, and I loved every single page they‘ve shared. While the plot kept expanding and was intriguing as well, it was Winter and Damon‘s story that kept me awake all night. None of the previous couples had so many emotional layers to their relationship, and I loved how things played out in this installement. I loved to see the glimpses of Damon‘s life before and after, I loved to see Winter‘s involvement with him before and after, but I also loved to see certain friendships such as the one between Damon and Will which showed how deep it truly ran. Honestly, this book alone is the reason why everyone should read the Devil‘s Night series. I shall never be okay again, and I‘m glad it was these two who put me through so many emotions. Oh, and the smut? Impeccable!